Friends

Ok so here goes nothing...my first official rant is about friendships...hmmm shall I go on...yes..I have been lonely for quiet some time...I know that I am full of opinions and I am able to voice them without solicitation! But I am also a very caring and forgiving person full of ideas and encouragement for those that are willing to try...so why is that I have never had a best friend..do I piss them off or push them away? I have to think that I am the only common denominator in my life! Yet the more I analyze myself I know that there must be people like me(maybe they are in the crazy house!)..I know that it takes time for friendships to develop and that some are just for a season..seems sometimes the only reason that people are friends are because they share a common lifestyle such as being gay or having children or work...not because they are interested in hobbies, likes, dislikes..sayin this friendships seem to be many times centered around what to eat or what movie to watch..for me I hope there is more to life and friendships than this! It's not that I don't enjoy these things because I do but does anyone think that this is just truly scratching the surface? I bought my boat not only for my personal enjoyment but I have encourage many to get their boating license so they could enjoy themselves with me...learn something new...the cost of a boating license is around $25. Yet not one friend has followed thru with this...I would be thrilled if anyone would...well that's a new blog start!